So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Simple Plan – Untitled

setelah sebuah pertemuan di akhir tahun yang harus diisi dengan berbagai kata perpisahan, hanya berharap ini bukan perpisahan yang sesungguhnya… entah mengapa, semuanya terjadi begitu saja, setelah beberapa pertemuan yang terjadi dengan begitu nyaman dan penuh tawa canda, harus diakhiri dengan cara yang hampir sama dengan beberapa tahun yang lalu.

sometimes we can’t ever understand what adults talk and think about us, and whatever the conspiracy behind them, for the second time we’re the victims, but its just not us, some people hurt too.. just kinda think “why they took my happiness away from me, when i start to restart it and repay my sins??” and “why don’t you just hurt me and not them?? its not their fault… its mine…”

one thing… we’re family and we’ll always be a family…and i’ll keep it till then…

and with all this circumstances that i can’t deal with, this moment i’ll try to take a step away, just not for me, but for them, and for you, who i feel really sorry about whatever that just happend. just be happy and be safe with him wherever you are, say i’m really sorry to your mom, dad, brother and sister.

and however, whatever, whenever and wherever.. your big brother will always be here… and i’ll be waitin’ for your wedding invitation….

Author: Alit Mahendra Bramantya

a half time blogger, a 'part' time coder, and a full time father. Simple and ordinary, selfish and an internet presence enthusiast. currently working as web application developer and analytics analyst.