Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I”m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you”re gonna let me in
I”m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
(Keane – Somewhere Only We Know)

langkah kaki coba menyusuri hari, mengeraskan telapak tuk terus menjejak, mengejar ia yang berada diujung setapak.

dan ketika peluh bercucuran melemahkan diri, aku hanya dapat mengucap “maaf..” agar ia mau tuk terus mengunggu disana..

We”ll do it all.. Everything.. On our own
We don”t need.. Anything.. Or anyone

If I lay here.. If I just lay here..
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don”t quite know.. How to say.. How I feel
(snow patrol – chasing cars)

saat begitu banyak kata dan hanya kata-kata yang berulang, hati dan imagi beriring sepi, tanda tanya, dan segala bujukan atas semua ketakpastian.

wajar.. dan sangat wajar… dan sekali lagi aku hanya dapat berkata “maaf…”

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Alit Mahendra Bramantya

A half time blogger, a ‘part’ time coder, and (not) a full time father (yet). Complicatedly simple and not another internet presence enthusiast. Currently working as web application developer and analytics analyst.