Alit Mahendra

23, yes I am

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And I remember, And I recall
And I can see that nothing’s changed at all
Though we falter, we don’t have to fall
And I can see that nothing’s changed at all

—————— (The Calling – Nothing’s Changed)

Hm.. no more than getting older, still the same me, with those kind of selfish and egoistical things.

Somebody asked me this morning, “how do you feel after being 23(for the first day actually)?” And I just answer.. “nope, nothing changed at all, its nothing more than ordinary”, Em.. I just think that I should change this and that, but I should’ve change it a long time ago..

Somebody asked me last night before I go to bed, she said “how’s your day?”, and I said.. “it’s just and ordinary day”, then she ask again “it should be a special day,right?”, and I said again.. “yes it should, but there’s nothing changed to my special rate”..

And somebody told me last afternoon just after I arrived at the office, “I’m sorry I have something to do, and I just can’t go there”, hm.. never thought that I would past my birthday with that kind of conditiion, just never realized those sign would come true..

Bbrr… what a birthday…

Oh God, am I grouching right now? (just hope I’m not)

A WeekEnd With ‘Send Me An Angel’

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what a weekend… still the same office, the same place, the same table (for almost 2 weeks), and still facingzero (no blackzero for a moment)… but there’s something changed… its a little bit quiet today, i never thought football would take so much time, where’re those guys? (never thought i would miss them, and i don’t think i am…)

Have you heard about Indonesia BERGERAK!, i just read about it a few days ago, and i think its a brilliant idea when people try to inspire the others to move (BERGERAK!) to make this country to a better country.. lets support BERGERAK!

and actually… I still don’t know what would happen this weekend, would it be just like the other day?? (just hope not)

and.. a soundtrack for the day : 

Scorpions – Send Me An Angel 

The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It’s the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am.. Will you send me an angel
Here I am.. In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns

Here I am.. Will you send me an angel
Here I am.. In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It’s the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am.. Will you send me an angel
Here I am.. In the land of the morning star
Here I am.. Will you send me an angel
Here I am.. In the land of the morning star